Thursday, October 20

Today Ms Chiam called us up one by one to check our results. And also to scold some of us. I was before Hannah and I heard her say lots of great things. Hannah's quite good (: unfortunately, she just complained a whole lot when it was my turn.

She said the subject teachers complained to her that I was a insensitive, forgetful and irresponsible student who badly needed to pull her grades up. Sorrow and guilt was only a tiny part of what I felt. I felt more surprised and shocked. I made a discovery. I would get into serious trouble if I explained what exactly, I discovered. And in case you're wondering why I would get into trouble, I wasn't surprised or shocked at myself.

Sheesh. Some people are just such gossip-mongers. And I don't mean simple gossip, like the everyday celebrity stuff and what-nots. I mean real, bitchy gossip which you bad-mouth the person behind her back while giving her no sign of dislike or hatred.

Shit. I think I'm taking things too seriously. I'm sorry. Let's just talk about other things.

I passed Chinese! I can go on to learn secondary 2 Chinese without any worries. I still failed the final but passed the overall. Thank God for CA's. Even though I passed by the skin of my teeth (51.3%).

We planned some stuff for the English Talenttime. Well, I was supposed to dance or something. In the end I walked out. I just couldn't get the steps right! So in order not to embarrass CO, I said I'd rather sing or help make costumes and stuff.

I'm not a born-dancer like Cherie, the pro.

Oh and what the heck, I have to play a song for this piano concert thing. I'm playing some Sonatina by Beethoven (My mother actually went, "Wow! Beethoven!"). And its freakishly difficult. I can already picture a whole group of people laughing. Well, whatever. If they laugh, I'll just smile back and show no signs of embarrassment. That will show them. Go, Felice, go!

6:09 PM

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